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[Kenshin Toric]

[atrb=cellspacing, 3,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=align,right][atrb=style, height:238px; width:185px; border:6px solid #000000; background-image:url(http://i682.photobucket.com/albums/vv187/Dorio98/Boys/1051662-1-1.jpg); background-repeat:no-repeat; vertical-align: top;][/style][atrb=style, height:300; width: 450px; background-color:#000000; background-repeat:no-repeat; align: right; vertical-align: top;] Kenshin Toric Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible From the other side a terror to behold Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know That their opponent had to be invincible [style= width: 450px; height: 250px; background-color: #000000; margin: 3px; float: right; overflow:auto; font family: Arial Narrow; font-size: 12px; text-align: center; margin: 1px; color: #FFFFFF;] Kenshin ran down the hallway, munching on a apple as he ran. he was already late for his first lesson as a torcher. Ever since that day, things have been looking up, even if he did lock himself in his room for three days. Kenshin woke in the hospital the next day before, and just sunk into his room, depressed over his sister's death and the fact that his friends were no longer there. His pets. Kenshin had lied in bed, not even leaving to eat. He was lucky a nurse brought him something since he didn't move from spots in hours. Course, by the second, some turic had dropped off a schedule with a smirk, and Kenshin had taken it, learning of his new classes. He looked forward to them. Course, learning that the same turic you threatened was your teacher wasn't the best news. He went to the cafeteria after that and ate like a pig. Kenshin finished off the apple and reached through the wall and dropped it in someone's garbage can. he didn't care, but he didn't litter. Kenshin laughed, jumping up some stairs only half way levitating as he turned, traveling up another small flight. "HERE!" he said, jumping through the door, panting as he regained his breath. He needed to hit the gym more. He looked up, seeing the turic, and looked at the board. He frowned, seeing that the class was exposed to start in 5 minutes, not 5 minutes ago. Kenshin looked at his schedule, and growled, seeing that the time was wrong. he had the feeling by the time this was done, a small joke such as this would seem like nothing. Still was annoying. Kenshin pulled another apple out of his pocket, taking a bite. He found he loved the taste of them, and most fruits now. It was weird. Still, when it take good, you eat it. If you got as hungry as he did, you ate what ever you could get, so being able to eat something you actually like was a blessing. Kenshin sat down, taking a seat in the middle of the room with easy escape access. Paranoid. It should be his middle name. Kenshin took another bite, looking at the board and a picture of a grimace and a smirk showed on his face at where the needle went. WORD COUNT| NOTES| CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

[Cecile Brooks]

[atrb=cellspacing, 0,true][atrb=border,0,true] Cecile was checking in, she certainly had nothing better to do this early in the morning. She didn't know of any jobs she had to do today, so she could just check in and leave. When she got to the secretive area where the torturing went on she could smell something too familiar. She quietly asked one of the turics about it, and he answered with a smirk on his face that the trouble maker test subject kid had wanted to become a torturer. Cecile went pale and asked where he was, the turic pointed to one of the classroom for the newbies. She walked over quickly and swung the door open, seeing him there and that the projecter was on. She froze there, seeing that this was true. A hardened expression came over her face. "Kenshin what are you thinking?!" Cecile really had ceased to care that one of the turics she feared most was standing at the front of the room, she walked over to Kenshin looking angrier than anyone in the room had probably ever seen her. Usually her placid and accepting attitude never wavered, but this was too much. "Why are you doing this?!" For the first time in a long time she actually wanted to hit someone because she was angry. She hadn't felt this way since coming to the SRA. She couldn't believe Kenshin actually wanted this, had she had a choice she never would have chosen this. Did he even understand what he was doing?! She thought he was just another stupid guy who thought it would be cool to torture people. The turic in the front of the room raised his voice, "Cecile you are interrupting. You're not supposed to be here, who let you come here?" Cecile ignored him and slammed her fists on Kenshin's desk. She seriously looked pissed off... "Answer me Kenshin!" WORD COUNT| unknown NOTES| dun. dun. DUN! I wrote this in ten minutes, beat that xD CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

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[Kenshin Toric]

[atrb=cellspacing, 3,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=align,right][atrb=style, height:238px; width:185px; border:6px solid #000000; background-image:url(http://i682.photobucket.com/albums/vv187/Dorio98/Boys/1051662-1-1.jpg); background-repeat:no-repeat; vertical-align: top;][/style][atrb=style, height:300; width: 450px; background-color:#000000; background-repeat:no-repeat; align: right; vertical-align: top;] Kenshin Toric Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible From the other side a terror to behold Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know That their opponent had to be invincible [style= width: 450px; height: 250px; background-color: #000000; margin: 3px; float: right; overflow:auto; font family: Arial Narrow; font-size: 12px; text-align: center; margin: 1px; color: #FFFFFF;] Kenshin looked up seeing Cecile, in two words, pissed off. "I am thinking that this is not the way I would have told you I was doing this." He took another bite, fascinated on how her face scrunched up when she was angry. He never even seen her smile, and now anger? That was funny. he smirked, chewing on apple. "Jeez, she is mad," he thought, looking at her. "Well, I," he stated, but then the turic interrupted him. Kenshin shot him a glare, and then looked at Cecile in shook as she snapped at him. He frowned, putting the half eaten apple down. "You want to know why I am here? I am here because I want to know. Nothing more, nothing less. I wont become or do what they make you do, or torcher people that are innocent. I know what it feels like Cecile, remember?" He asked, casting the dis at her. He could still feel the lighter, and still woke up smelling his own flesh cooking. Kenshin frowned at her, leaning back and took a bite of the apple, letting the taste flow int his mouth and then swallowed, saying once his mouth was empty," I really don't care whether you like this or not Cecile. I might be bound to protect you, but even Kala couldn't change my mind." Kenshin glared at her when he said Kala's name. It was still a Very raw spot. He nearly got into a fight over it in the cafeteria for one person whispering it to another. Luckily all that happened was some.... Icy floor. He didn't care for it, and melted the ice before anyone saw. "Now, If you don't mind, I think that your interrupting this class." Kenshin knew that once it started, there was no stopping the Punishment coming, but he didn't care. If they tried to hurt him, he would fight back. Even more if they touched Cecile. Kenshin Grimaced, wishing he didn't feel anything for Cecile other then spite. He felt that for her, but it was damned annoying to spite and like a girl that literally gave you nightmare's at night that made you wake you to imaginary injuries. WORD COUNT| NOTES| CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

[Cecile Brooks]

[atrb=cellspacing, 0,true][atrb=border,0,true] How can he sit here so nonchalantly?! Does he realize what he is doing? She waited impatiently for his response, and it just made her feel angrier. He just kept going, insulting her and saying he wasn't going to change his mind. She had never wanted to hit somebody so bad, not even the mean kids back at her old school were this annoying. "Now if you don't mind you're interrupting this class." That was Cecile's last straw. She openly hissed at her, ignoring the turic calling others to come fetch her. "If you learn this you won't ever be the same person! It's evil! Take it from someone who actually knows!" She was angry, but not at Kenshin. Right now she hated the whole world. Everything in the world was evil for allowing this to happen. She felt arms wrap around her waist and realized one of the turics was trying to pull her away since she had accidentally dug her claws into the wood of the desk. Her eyes glazed over again with the same placid look they usually had. She let go of the desk and the turic threw her over his shoulder like she was just a prop. Then for a moment she remembered why she was in here in the first place, she started squirming and kicking, trying to escape so she could go talk sense into Kenshin. "No, you can't!" She was screaming and kicking like she had totally lost it. The turic looked rather annoyed and smacked her on the back of the head; an old habit. Cecile shut up and stopped squirming around, giving up on the idea that she could really do anything. Nothing she did would ever change the truth. The truth: this world was evil. WORD COUNT| unknown NOTES| dun. dun. DUN! You can say the guy that has Cecile is the lead guy u wanted to kill ;) CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

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[Kenshin Toric]

[atrb=cellspacing, 3,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=align,right][atrb=style, height:238px; width:185px; border:6px solid #000000; background-image:url(http://i682.photobucket.com/albums/vv187/Dorio98/Boys/1051662-1-1.jpg); background-repeat:no-repeat; vertical-align: top;][/style][atrb=style, height:300; width: 450px; background-color:#000000; background-repeat:no-repeat; align: right; vertical-align: top;] Kenshin Toric Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible From the other side a terror to behold Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know That their opponent had to be invincible [style= width: 450px; height: 250px; background-color: #000000; margin: 3px; float: right; overflow:auto; font family: Arial Narrow; font-size: 12px; text-align: center; margin: 1px; color: #FFFFFF;] Kenshin looked at her, unfazed by the never being the same person. He couldn't understand how she didn't know that was what he wanted. His hands were covered in blood(Meteorically) so why not? why not become the best, and picked off the others. If he was the best, stronger then anyone else, then he could make the rules, and finally be free of this place. He would be strong enough to live elsewhere and just his rep would keep his family safe for the fear of what he would do. It was a god fantasy and dream, and he was trying for it. "Cecile, I am a result of genetic experimentation. There was no going back for me since I killed Kami, and Let Kala die. You don't realize, there is no going back for me, no happy ending at all. Just strife. So why not be good at it?" Kenshin looked, seeing her nails digging into the wood. He looked, curious how nails were stronger then wood. Kenshin turned, grabbing his apple and taking another bite, not seeing the Turic till Cecile started to Yell. He turned, and his iris's turned red. He Sprang, and then phased through them both and stood in front of the Turic, saying," Put her down. Now." The turic smirked at him, about to say something, but Kenshin didn't wait. Kenshin Formed an Icicle in his hand, And then Stabbed it through the Turic's chest. The Turic gasped, and Kenshin Formed another and sent it through his heart. He grabbed Cecile and dropped her in a chair, and said," I passed that point a long time ago," and turned back to the Turic. "I said i would make you eat yur own heart, didn't I?" Kenshin's eyes flashed a bighter red, but then the red vanished. "But i'm not a monster." He looked at the gasping turic, and made another icicle and stabbed down, ending it. Kenshin Let go of the ice, seeing his hand had run red."But I did warn you." Kenshin stood up, his hands covered in blood. "Cecile, you don't realize that it is already way to late for me. The fact that taking a life means no more to me then clipping my toe nails. Anyone that even threatens you, I will hurt or kill. I don't know why, but I will, and it is annoying as hell. And now that was SUPPOSED to be my teacher, so i think they will have to send another." Kenshin looked down, seeing his apple on the floor and sighed. It was in the spreading blood puddle. That sucked. Kenshin Felt in his pockets after he whipped some blood on his palm of his right hand onto his pants, seeing he was out of apples. "Drat, that was my last apple to." He frowned, looking at the desk and wondered if there was something to munch on there. The blood was dripping from his hands onto the floor, and leaving a small puddle on the floor by him. He didn't bother to whip it off. WORD COUNT| NOTES| He dead, kenshin doesn't give a s***, and he still has blood all over his hands. CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

[Cecile Brooks]

[atrb=cellspacing, 0,true][atrb=border,0,true] Cecile thought Kenshin was a big dummy, he was being a huge dummy. He wouldn't understand what she was talking about until it was too late. Killing people, and torturing them were two different things. He wouldn't ever know how heart breaking it was to have to do things to someone you had no grudge against until they begged for death. He would only use it in ways to get revenge, it was cruel. It was cruel because it was a crude joke compared to how Cecile had to do it. She hated the world. Then Kenshin killed one of the big reasons she hated the reason, and explained to her that he would protect her no matter what, but didn't really get it himself. She stared at the body of the person who had been such a major role in her life for the past two years. He had been her teacher, he had been her boss, and he had also been her tormenter. She had no idea why, but she really wanted to cry when she saw that he was dead. She wasn't sure if she wanted to cry for him, or herself. Cecile did nothing, she had been dropped on the floor and had gotten out of the way of the mess Kenshin made. She stared at the turic for a moment or two, but then looked at Kenshin. Cecile had officially given up on him. He was a pessimist. He would never understand what she was talking about until it was over. "Kenshin, I don't want to be a cliche' but... With great power comes great responsibility." Silently she thought; and hopefully one day you will understand that. She walked out, leaving Kenshin alone with the turic that Cecile couldn't bear to look at anymore. There was internal pain written all over her face, but she was too strong to cry. What would tears do anyway? They would never bring back her parents, her brother, her previous life, the people she had been forced to kill, the people that died thanks to her... All of them would remain dead no matter how many tears were shed. She didn't know what to think anymore... She was stopped by two turic guards before she could get out, but a few exchanged words and she got by without a hitch. She walked out into the empty, completely white hallway. It was ironic that in this quiet, and clean place everyone's life was a complete mess. She didn't know what she was doing, or what she was going to do, but it really didn't matter anymore. WORD COUNT| unknown NOTES| dun. dun. DUN! CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

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[Kenshin Toric]

[atrb=cellspacing, 3,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=align,right][atrb=style, height:238px; width:185px; border:6px solid #000000; background-image:url(http://i682.photobucket.com/albums/vv187/Dorio98/Boys/1051662-1-1.jpg); background-repeat:no-repeat; vertical-align: top;][/style][atrb=style, height:300; width: 450px; background-color:#000000; background-repeat:no-repeat; align: right; vertical-align: top;] Kenshin Toric Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible From the other side a terror to behold Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know That their opponent had to be invincible [style= width: 450px; height: 250px; background-color: #000000; margin: 3px; float: right; overflow:auto; font family: Arial Narrow; font-size: 12px; text-align: center; margin: 1px; color: #FFFFFF;] Kenshin rolled his eyes at the comment, and just walked over to the dead turic's desk, finding a bag of chocolate bars. "Not the best," he said, grabbing one and unwrapping it. It felt like he was constantly hungry. He whipped his hands off on the desk, getting most of it off. Kenshin turned back, seeing the pain written on her face, and dropped the bar on the desk. He looked through the wall, seeing her standing there. Kenshin frowned, and looked at the wall. The glass there made a reflection. He frowned, seeing his reflection. It just disturbed him. If you had shown him a picture of himself now to him a year ago, he would have sworn he would never be like that. "Have I become the monster?" he asked, and then he just grew angry. "DAMN IT!" He said, his fist lashing out and breaking the glass. The glass shards went into his skin, breaking the barrier and he bleed. Kenshin felt teary eyed himself, and saying," She isn't Kala, so how can she make me feel this way? I should hate her guts, despise her beyond redemption, so why does that face haunt me?" Yeah, he was ranting to himself, but he didn't realize that it would loud enough to reach the hall way. "GOD DAMN IT!" he shouted, punching the glass again, breaking the skin on his other hand. He wanted to break down now, but he couldn't. Old practices came into play, one the old brother, one the soldier. Kenshin shook his hands, sending the glass from the skin as it sealed. Luckily little cuts like that were nothing. He sighed, wishing that he was dead again, but then taking it back. Sometimes it was just hard to deal with. Kenshin turned, walking around the body and out into the hall. The turic's stopped him of course, but he just pointed behind him and said," Class dismissed." They walked in as he walked away, heading over to Cecile. He stopped about 4 feet behind her, and sighed, saying," I'm sorry I said things like that. I can't and wont explain it, for it is my burden, not yours. And, not to be mean, but I think that i already got a course in this by you." Kenshin looked at her, not wanting to lay the guilt trip but did." Cecile, I can remember everything in perfect detail. Because of it, Every morning i wake up to the smell of My own flesh cooking. It takes me 2 minutes, scared that I will burn my self out or wake up in the hospital just to go back. I see Kala die again every night, while i shout out every secret I know." Kenshin shivered, even though he was wearing a jacket and it was warm. "Right now, this was an out Cecile. I don't want to do what they make you do, and if I could, I would have you doing something else besides this, but I don't think I could pull that off. I want to know how to defend myself, and know what is being done." didn't move, didn't change a muscle. "I wont say sorry for killing that Turic, but I will apologize for what I said to you. But right now...... I don't know anymore Cecile. I truly don't," he said, honest. He had lost all his family. Kala and Kami dead. Axel acted like he hated him, and He couldn't even see Momo. He was alone. Kira didn't even like him. He was alone, and he hated it. He truly did. WORD COUNT| NOTES| CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

[Cecile Brooks]

Don't leave me here like this;
can't hear me scream from the abyss.
I'm falling in the black, slipping through the cracks, falling to the depths; can I ever go back?!

Cecile stopped haring Kenshin's voice ring out. She listened to him talk, absorbing everything he said. He was still being a big dummy, and she wanted to yell at him again, but she knew what she should say now. She turned to him, looking him in the eyes as he finished. She knew that he would have nightmares about what she did to him, who wouldn't? He didn't understand thought, and he would never understand. No one but Cecile would ever understand what her life was like. She could attempt to put it into words though, and that was exactly what she did.

"Kenshin..." Cecile began, her blue eyes reflecting the deep internal feelings she was dealing with. "I have nightmares about every soul I've tortured. I've done things to people I have nothing against, against innocent people. I'm a monster because I know how to be, and once you learn something evil like that, there is no going back. I will have nightmares about you, and every other person I've been forced to torture for the rest of my life. I don't even have time to have nightmares about myself, being awake is a nightmare already. I was trying to warn you, so you won't end up like me. I guess it's too late though, we're both alone now; right?"

Cecile again got the overwhelming urge to cry, but for what she couldn't be sure. She still didn't know who she would cry for. Possibly she would cry for the turic, he had been turned into that by the SRA's brainwashing. He could have been a great, funny guy at one time. Now his family would never see him again; and it was her fault. Cecile's knees buckled, and she fell on her butt. She let her upper body slide to the ground to, and she stared at the ceiling.

"There is no point in me crying anymore, it won't make the loneliness go away." That was all she had left to say, she had had enough for the day. She would be perfectly content with laying on the clean, squeaky white hallway floor for the rest of the day. For the rest of the week actually. That wouldn't be allowed, but she relished laying on the floor and staring at the ceiling because it didn't hurt.

[Kenshin Toric]

[atrb=cellspacing, 3,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=align,right][atrb=style, height:238px; width:185px; border:6px solid #000000; background-image:url(http://i682.photobucket.com/albums/vv187/Dorio98/Boys/1051662-1-1.jpg); background-repeat:no-repeat; vertical-align: top;][/style][atrb=style, height:300; width: 450px; background-color:#000000; background-repeat:no-repeat; align: right; vertical-align: top;] Kenshin Toric Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible From the other side a terror to behold Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know That their opponent had to be invincible [style= width: 450px; height: 250px; background-color: #000000; margin: 3px; float: right; overflow:auto; font family: Arial Narrow; font-size: 12px; text-align: center; margin: 1px; color: #FFFFFF;] Kenshin looked at Cecile, then smirked, turning around. He took two steps away, as if to leave. Kenshin stopped, mid step with his leg in the air and fell backward, falling onto his back next to Cecile. It would have been cool, but his head cracking against the floor and making a noise that sounded like a canon in the quiet hallway. "Ouch," he said, grabbing his head as he grabbed the back of it, a slight blood welding up and then stopping. Kenshin smirked, saying," that was cooler in my head." Yeah, a totally dorkish move. He adusted, the floor not the best place to fall. "Cecile, your not alone. This is incredibly corny, but you still have me, whether ever of us like it or not. Your not evil, nor should you have nightmares over what happened between......... that time. Not saying that the others you should or shouldn't. I'll tell you straight, but you need to let time take it's toll, or some crap like that." Kenshin smiled, looking at the ceiling. He turned his head and looked at her, smirking and said," Look, Knowledge, no matter what it is, is not evil. It is what you do with it that makes your actions evil. Your as much a victim here Cecile, so don't take it out on yourself. It was that turic's fault, not yours. I forgive you Cecile, for everything, but it is more a question can you forgive yourself?" Kenshin snickered, and said," That was the lamest thing i ever said. I guess that shouldn't be the question. I guess the question should be can you live with it and move past it? Or something corny like that. But Cecile, I want to learn this, but this... Have you ever killed anyone Cecile? In cold and warm blood?" Kenshin looked back up, for his eyes gave a sad memory. "I am no stranger to Murder, even before I came here." Kenshin's voice hardened. "Kala....... She was a brat, and she pissed on this gang once. They were going to go after her. I stopped them before they could." He left it at that, but what he said made it clear what he did. "Anyways, I find it funny, but i don't even know your last name. Just your first." He chuckled, putting his hands behind his head to relax, looking at the lights. He could see through the floors, seeing the sky way above. He looked at the clouds, and said," I wish you could see what I see right now. The clouds look so nice today." He smirked, his pupils wide and his iris's red as he looked. His eyes gave him away when he was using his power to do hard things like that, but his eyes were, for an example, a small drip out of a large tank. That was maybe his one power that didn't drain him. WORD COUNT| NOTES| CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

[Cecile Brooks]

[atrb=cellspacing, 0,true][atrb=border,0,true] Cecile stopped and looked down as she saw Kenshin throw himself on the floor like an idiot. She smelled the blood before she saw it, but it wasn't much of an alarm to her. Cecile figured that he could handle that, it was nothing compared to the other stuff he had been through. Cecile was surprised by what Kenshin told her. She wasn't alone? That was enough to lure a smile from her, she glanced away; listening to him talk about her as a victim was hard. She tried not to think about herself because she knew her situation was terrible and if she just didn't think about it she would be happier. She looked at him directly when he asked if she had killed out of warm and cold blood. She had never killed anyone out of anger, that was definitely not something she would do. She didn't even remember hitting anyone out of anger. She had wanted to hit Kenshin earlier, but he had been right in his statements before. Cecile acknowledged that she had over reacted and acted childish. She was still a kid though, although she wasn't really treated like one. "Only in cold blood." She wasn't really happy about killing anyone, but what could be done now? She could kill people without batting a lash now; mostly because she believed that would be easier for them then suffering torture. Cecile sighed, listening to Kenshin's voice. So he had that kind of life before? That was unfortunate. Cecile was born to a happy family, loving parents, a loving big brother. She missed singing while her big brother played the piano, both of them had enjoyed music together on a regular basis before. Would she ever sing again? She hadn't sung a note since coming here, and she wondered if she still remembered how. Kenshin was musing that he only knew her first name, she shrugged. Names weren't really all that important. She wouldn't withhold that kind of information from him. "My name is Cecile Brooks." She didn't bother looking up, for she was smart enough to figure out Kenshin was looking through the roof at the clouds. She sighed and looked down the hallway. "Kenshin? Do you want to go eat breakfast? I haven't had mine yet..." Cecile figured she could trust Kenshin. With Cecile's trust came a certain amount of clingyness. She was always alone, and whenever she found a friend, she never really wanted to go home. That's how she was with her kittens, those toys were with her everywhere she went on her days off. Cecile was always alone, but she didn't like to be that way. She figured she would like to get to know Kenshin, mostly because she didn't think he was such a big dummy anymore. WORD COUNT| unknown NOTES| dun. dun. DUN! CREDIT | OREOMONSTER of BTN

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